No really wow.
Life is unfair. But I’ll admit, Life can be fair from time to time. I srsly didn’t REALLY think I’d be able to go back. Really. Sure I had a little hope. But damn.
That said. I’m happy. No wait, REALLY happy.
But thanks to that, I’m having a writer’s block. I don’t like being depressed. I hate it. Honestly though, I can only really write when I’m depressed or in some kind of negative mood. Plus, when I’m happy, I think everything I write is crap … so I’m afraid of looking over my draft right now. If I do, I’m going to want to trash it.
Basically, I’m trying to stay away from DC right now until .. euh … I’m in a bad mood.
Yeah, this REALLY isn’t convenient.
Anyways, it’s my birthday soon … in like … 2 days actually (04/03)
I didn’t do anything special last year … last year was a bit … “tumultuous” for lack of a better word. I would laugh at it. But I honestly can’t. It was sufficiently depressing enough for me NOT to poke fun at it. Which is a first for me.
I kind of don’t want to think about it but really it just comes up.
I’ve just destroyed my own good mood. (Good going D!)
I wrote it in my last post … that something is really bothering me lately. I haven’t been thinking about it much but when I’m typing like this … I can’t help but think about it.
It really scares me. It really REALLY does.
Not in the “ah! A spider!” or in my case “ah! we’re too high!” kind of way.
More in the I-am-denying-this-because-there-is-no-way-its-possible kind of away. Think Suzaku not wanting to believe
he’s gay for that Lulu is Zero type thing.
Well, now that I’ve sufficiently depressed myself (I swear I didn’t purposely do it) I’m going to go write.
Not DC though. No. I’d have to go watch YnM and listen to loud emo rock for an hour before I get in the mood for DC.
I’m probably going to start on Royal Heart … which isn’t called Royal Heart anymore. It’s called “Weißes Rememberance” … Weiss being German for White. The title changed since I have no current of re-writing the first arc of RH in which the main protagonist are all attending Royal Heart Academy.
Rememberance (since I don’t want to used the word “weiss” since it’ll confuse me with the anime Weiss Kreuz) is the arc after RH … which happened about … 3-4 years after Deandra’s ‘death’.
There will be sufficient flashbacks in Rememberance to recall and explain events of the first arc that were never written.
Oh, just to say.
I’m not writing Remembrance seriously. In other words, I’m writing it for the pure fun of it. It’s my little toy and my opportunity to squish in shameless DC plugs.
I’m posting the whole story here chapter by chapter.
Andohbythway, expect useless drama, soap-opera-elements, over-dramatic events, incomprehensible plot and any but all possible clichés that can possibly be named.
(One other change is that I’ve changed the whole location. I’m putting them all in my OC world; Resonance)
Weiss Rememberance, by; Deandra Lily
It’s been almost four years since Deandra’s ‘death’ that cold christmas night and one year since everyone’s graduation from Royal Heart. What has happened to our cast?
The once awkward but sweet couple, Korin and Rianne, have gone they’re separate ways since graduation. Rianne is living has been living in the Nothern continent with a modeling job since and has not had any contact with anyone from Royal Heart.
Korin, Lauren and James have all stayed in Hydale and their popularity as a band is steadily growing with Lauren as the lead singer, James at the drummer and Korin as the lead guitarist in Tori’s place. Mirielle is still dating Lauren and is currently the band’s unofficial manager.
Alina is still dating James. They don’t see each other much, albeit, due to their jobs. Alina is the only one to have remained in Royal Heart as a teacher but she still is in contact with Mirielle and the others.
Tori, on the other hand, is on a pointless journey through the Southern continent for Deandra who he refuses to believe is dead.
One day on the job, Alina finds a young orphan in Royal Heart’s woods who claims her mom’s name is “Deandra”
Wait! That’s not even the dramatic part.
At the same time, somewhere in the Southern continent, Tori finally finds who he was looking for …