Looks like I’m not the only one feeling like total crap. I’m not sick though. I’m just dead. Maybe my slow brain is still trying to recover from all the activity these past two weeks but I’m feeling like total crap right now. I hate being so damn unproductive. It’s obvious from the recent posts that I’m not even capable of writing anything sensible. Ugh. Hopefully I’ll feel less crappy when the next Antique Bakery episode comes out because I want to write something that makes sense. Plus just seeing this has me all giddy for the fall season.
I’ve realized recently just how much I dislike summer. My friends call me nuts, but I’m being honest. I’m prefer the rain in Spring, the snow in Winter and the pretty leaves in Fall than the frikken heat of Summer. Oh sure, it’s fun at first but then you get home and you’re like “I’m tired like shit and I caught a EVEN DARKER tan.” Go. To. Hell. I hate you global warming. I hate you summer. I hate this city. I just wanna crawl into a corner and die.
Which is precisely the reason why I decided to accept my mom’s suggestion for once and go to Kingston and stay with an aunt while my parents visit a sick person in Toronto. Aside the fact that I’ll be missing Otakuthon, I’m looking forward to the change of scenery. It’s dangerous to me when I start thinking “Goddamn is Montreal a boring place” because I love it here … well, I live in Laval but that’s about the same thing (and yet not because I really hate Laval).
My life would be so much more happier at the moment if we never moved to fucking crap Laval. Hell, the reason I’ve become a somewhat hikikomori is because we moved here. I never used to be this bitter and anime-obsessed. Ha! And my parents wonder how the fuck I ended up this way. Not my fault I can go out as frequently anymore. I’ve got to entertain myself with something right?
Anyways, I’ve started ranting …
I’m going to watch “Journey to the Center of the Earth” later today. Hopefully that’ll do for a change of mood.