Posts Tagged ‘jun’


I was kind of at a loss of what to put (aside the ABOUT ME crap) but I finally decided on my TOP BL-RELATED THINGS. Damn, that was NO easy task. I could’ve gone up my Top 100 crap but that’d take too long so I decided on a mere 20. My Top 20 wasn’t in any particular order either. I tried, of course, to put some priority of my real favs but some are really just scattered.

Anyways! Onto it!

1. Matt (Mail Jeevas) from Death Note


I love Matt. I loved him even before I actually saw him in Death Note. Fucked, I know. But it’s true. Don’t get me wrong, I love Mello, Near and L all the same but Matt definitely takes the cake. He’s also one of the only characters I prefer in both Seme and Uke roles. Either way, I really don’t mind.

Everything about Matt is just yummy. His looks. His goggles. His hair. His clothes. His personality. His gaming obsession. His manner of talking and his damn cigs. Matt, I don’t care if you’re 3rd at Whammy’s you’re NUMBER ONE in my book! ❤

2. Lulu (Lelouch Lamperouge) from CODE GEASS


Lelouch vi Britannia, the exiled prince, the genius who wants to change the world to create a better world for his sister, Nunnally. Admirable? Very. How can a girl not understand the appeal that is Lelouch? He’s extremely smart, he’s attractive and a bit a naive when it comes to ‘other’ things. He isn’t at all the stoic type and is actually quite sentimental. Dude, he cares. If he didn’t why would he sacrifice his own sanity for his sister? And, unlike another certain geninus *points at Raito* Lulu has and accepts his faults. Honestly, Lulu’s little faults can make him extremely cute. This side of him isn’t much explored in the anime but you can notice it in the Sound Stories and Picture Books.

3. Usagi x Misaki from Junjo Romantica

Misaki normally doesn’t have Glasses tho’

a.k.a Usami Akihiko and Takahashi Misaki from the manga/BLCD (and soon anime) Junjo Romantica! These two are my all-time favorite couple. With good reason! Let’s start with the Seme, Usagi-sensei. At first glance looks like your typical cool, rich, composed seme but really he’s more than that. For one, he has the STRANGEST hobbies … namely collecting toys (that pile up in his crazy room). Like all semes of Usa-sensei’s type, he is pretty protective of his Uke, Misaki and tends to harass him more than is healthy. Har har. Misaki, voiced by my fav. seiyuu Sakurai-sama, is one of the best ukes I’ve ever known. It’s impossible NOT to enjoy his sudden epiphanies. Man do I love his thought pattern. Misaki has a pretty tsundere character and shies away a lot. In the 7 Junjo Romantica CDs I have listened to, I have yet to hear Misaki say “Suki!” to Usami. Sure, he comes REAL close to it in the 7th CD but he still doesn’t say it. The event itself moved the poor uke to tears.

4. Sakurai Takahiro-sama (seiyuu)

He’s probably my most favorite seiyuu out there. The first I heard his voice was either in his role as Cloud or in his role a Guiche (Zero no Tsukaima). Actually, I only JUST learned that Guiche was done by Sakupyon. I NEVER KNEW! When I watched Znt I didn’t know anything ’bout Seiyuus so … I never realized. Moving on, the role that made me into a big fan of his was probably Misaki from Junjo Romantica. Somehow, I didn’t realize it was the same voice he used for Yuuri in KKM! Hell, I only realized AFTER listening to Misaki and because of that … I started liking Yuuri too! I didn’t like Yuuri at first, that’s why. Sakurai is also one of the seiyuus I like in both Seme and Uke roles.

I didn’t write in Suzumaru Kenichi in my TOP LIST but I really wanted to. I especially love any and ALL interaction betwen SuzuKen and Sakupyon (Only the Ring Finger Knows, Oi! Tanaka-kun, …) the two just fit each other so well. And damn do I enjoy freetalks they have together! The Oi! Tanaka-kun freetalk CD in particular!

I also absolutely LOVE his singing voice! My fav songs of him being “DAY BREAK” “Eien no Ai wa Kizamareru” “I Wish” and “Taiyou to Tsuki o Daite” …

5. Oi! Tanaka-kun series (BLCD)


Tadan~~ SemexSeme … Seme ekuaru tsukkomi dakara Oi! That was SuzuKen quote from the Freetalk CD of the first Drama ~Juuban Shoubu~ Apparently they wanted to make a semexseme drama and since Seme=Tsukkomi that makes Oi! You probably don’t get the joke but that’s alright.

Tanaka-kun is definitely my favorite series out there. The drama just left a really huge impression on me. I believe I wrote I review of it somewhere in this fucked blog so I won’t repeat what I liked about it.

6. Kamiya Hiroshi (Seiyuu)

Kamiyan (left) and OnoD (right)

ZETSUBO SHITAA!! Omae … kiken na sonzai da … Recognize the lines? Prolly not and you prolly don’t care BUT I’ll say it anyway. The first is Itoshiki-sensei’s signature line (Sayonnara Zetsubo Sensei) and the second a line Tieria Erde (Gundam 00) tells Set-chan. Anyways, Kamiyan is my top seiyuu … prolly equal to Sakupyon or just slightly behind. His aegi koe and nose-bleed material moans in Shinayakana Netsujo put him on my radar and damn … the dot it never leaving. I have yet to listen to any of his seme roles so I can’t review on that but I have to say his uke voice is just WAAAH! I love the guy. Really.

7. Fukuyama Jun (seiyuu)

ANOTHER SEIYUU! Waaaai ~ FukuJun! I’ve loved the guy since his CODE GEASS role as Lulu! But strangely enough, what put him on the map for me was his Natsu role in Wagamama Dakedo Itoshikute. Meaning, the fact that his voice had such a range surprised me. A good kind of surprise tho! He is also a seiyuu I don’t mind in both seme and uke roles but I honestly prefer his uke roles. He has a damn cute voice!



I already wrote about how beautiful this drama is. I won’t start again. Yuutan-sama 4tw! Cheers to more DEADLOCK later this month! Check my previous posts for all about DEADLOCK! (Yeah I’m getting tired)

9. Shimono Hiro (Seiyuu)

(picture to come, I’m still looking)

-glomps- Shimono-san is special because I’ve loved him since the FIRST role I heard him in. In other words, since I listened to Bitter Valentine. His totally kawaii moaning did it in for me. I can’t RESIST his type of voice. As long as I don’t listen to too much of him at once, I’ll never start hating him. Besides, he has the CUTEST laugh I’ve ever heard (from Honey Special Disk)! He’s just really adorable. A definite uke! But it was fun to hear him seme someone in Love Neko (which I’ll talk about later on)! -glomps again- He wins the “cutest voice” award. His role in Wagamama and Honey are my favorites!

10. Only the Ring Finger knows

The first ever BL manga I bought. Y’see, there’s a lack of places in Montreal where you can buy actual Yaoi manga (I know of one but I’ve never actually went myself). Anyways, I say Manga because I haven’t read the novels yet … but I did listen to the Dramas! Wataru and Kazuki are just … so adorable together! Their relationship is so utterly NORMAL that you feel you can really relate to them. Ring Finger is like a normal romance shojo manga … the only difference is that their both guys! There isn’t much of the typical YAOI stereotypes in Ring Finger and I’m guessing that’s why its so popular. Angst, which is like signature to Yaoi, is like … non-existent in Ring Finger. No rape, no abusive parents or anything. Just the norm. Really, the fact that Ring Finger is so damn ordinary is what takes it apart. SakuxSuzu for Kazuki and Wataru also adds to how much I love this series!

And to end the first part of my TOP BL-RELATED CRAP! Here’s some KazukixWataru fanservice.


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Started listening to quite a few BLCDs lately. I’m too lazy to write an actual review so I’ll just write up some quick opinions on them.

Oi! Tanaka-kun series (1-2-3)

Sakurai Takahiro x Suzumaru Kenichi

Suzumaru Kenichi x Sakurai Takahiro

Morikawa Toshiyuki x Suzuki Tatsuhisa

Miyata Kouki x Chiba Susumu

Suzumaru Kenichi x Yoshino Hiroyuki

Sakurai Takahiro x Morikawa Toshiyuki

Narita Ken x Chiba Susumu

The number of pairings in the first DRAMA surprised me. The cast was amazing as well. Srsly, Sakupyon topping MoriMori? I just HAD to see that! Also, anything with SuzuKen and Sakupyon together goes for me ever since The Ring Finger knows. The first CD was just a couple of one-shots with one recurring story concerning two Tanakas (Jirou and Kenji) … they were all so fun, but Escatsy wa Eien ni was my favorite one *smirk* I was so glad when I listened to the 2nd drama and realized that it was the sequel to Estasy! ‘Cept this time around MoriMori tops Sakupyon. The third drama was little more eh, angsty? Bah, not really. But the mood was definitely different. The somewhat cliffhanger-ish ending of it has left me wanting more Oi! Tanaka-kun dramas. -cries-

Only the Ring Finger knows series (1-4) Sakurai Takahiro x Suzumura Ken’ichi
Loved the manga. Loved the dramas. Need the novel. NAO!!!! -dies- I simply can’t get enough of Wataru and Kazuki! They are absolutely adorable! The fourth CD was nosebleed material. I remember listening to it in the metro because I thought that their wouldn’t be any smut. The first three CDs barely had any so I was easily able to keep my cool listening to them but … the 4th was … another story. I was walking up the stairs when the scene started and well I sort of slipped and fell down the stairs. Luckily, it was only like … 5 steps or I would’ve gone to the hospital. *groans*

Seven Days – MONDAYS –> THURSDAY Nakamura Yuuichi x Fukuyama Jun

At the sight of this pairing I immediately clicked the download button. Yuutan is my latest fave in both seme and uke roles (tho’ I haven’t listened to many of his CDs). I’ve always loved FukuJun. He’s really good at giving his character personality and that’s just … so damn awesome. This time it was a Kouhai x Senpai pairing. Hell, I’m not sure which one of them is seme but it sure seems like Yuutan’s the seme so … I’mma go with that. FukuJun’s character “Shino Yuzuru” has immediately become one of my favs. He’s just … so ‘different’. He’s blunt, honest, outgoing and ‘daring’. In the first track, he’s the one who went “Go out with me” to Yuutan’s chara Seiryo.

Seiryo: Hmmm, Shino-senpai’s face is nice

Shino: (is thinking of what Seiryo would do if he asked …) Jaa, ore to tsukiatte yo. Jaa, go out with me.

I honestly died when he asked. I went ‘eh?’ at the same time Seiryo did … just a little louder and fangirl-like. Another scene that made ‘EH?!’ was the kiss scene. Damn. Shino closed his eyes just to see what Seiryo would do. I was like “WELL DAMN RIGHT HE’S GONNA KISS YOU!” … but anyways, Yuzuru and Seiryo are a really cute couple and Yuutan and FukuJun did a great job at the voicing. From the title, it looks like there’s going to have another CD for “FRIDAY —> SUNDAY” … or at least, I hope so. ><

When I finish listening to Shinayakana Netsujo 3: Azayaka Renjou, I’ll post it here too.


I have homework. I got my red highlights. I don’t want to do my homework. I’m trying a new approach at writing DC. I love ‘I am Ghost’.

Two weeks in a nutshell minus that I got my iPod.

It’s less than a week before my b-day and I find myself in a sort strange state of melancholy. I’m not depressed or anything. Just … melancholic. I’ve been thinking of a lot of crap lately. Or more like … I’m trying not to think about it but it just comes out. I keep telling myself that it was just a dream and prolly the result of too much yaoi. But that’s honestly not helping me one bit. I’d prefer not to think about it. It’s too much to sink in and I ABSOLUTELY don’t want things to really be that way. Srsly, a situation like that happening? HA?! Am I kidding myself?! I need a fucking life. Or at least something to distract me. Yaoi is not helping, for once. It’s making it worst.


No, I’ll be honest.

I’m afraid. I was already having doubts .. but up until now, I’ve been treating it as a joke. I still kind of am. But if its really that way? No. No, no, no. I can’t srsly think that. It’s probably because there was no one else. There was nothing special about it. Nothing at all.

For now, I won’t say anything.

I’ll keep it to myself.

I’ll pretend like its nothing.

Nothing has change.

I’m just being strange.


At least I hope so.

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Drama CD 1 and 2


Shimono Hiro as Shuu (uke), Fukuyama Jun as Natsu (seme), Nojima Ken as Yuu (Shuu’s younger brother), Itou Kentarou as Akeyoshi (Shuu’s classmate) and Orikasa Ai as Haru-chan (Natsu’s cousin)

(Sadly I don’t remember any of the character’s full names. Gomen!)

Bah, since the premise is simple, I’ll skip the sypnosis and get right to it. Wagamama is basically love comedy story of Natsu and Shuji’s relationship. You’ll notice, as soon as you start listening, that the entire is drama is just a couple of short stories.

There isn’t really anything that special about Wagamama. It’s your typical love comedy story. Sure the humor is pretty funny but what makes it even funnier is the characters themselves.

First up is Shuji! The main uke of the story. He is childhood friends with Natsu and his brother is Yuu (ItouKen). Since they were  kids, Shuu has been somewhat like a guardian to Natsu. He cooks for him, wakes him up for school and well, basically does everything to spoil the guy. Though, he does get angry and reprimand Natsu when needed. He’s voiced by Shimono Hiro so I’m not complaining.

Second is my ultimate fave, Natsu! Smart, tall and beautiful. Despite his looks, Natsu is selfish, spoiled (in a terribly so-cute-you-can-die way) and clumsy. Basically, this guy can’t do a thing on his own. But he’s honest and earnestly tries hard to do things for Shuu sometimes. He’s a really puppy-like character and that’s what does his charm, I’d say. He’s kinda like Tsuzuki (YnM) minus the angst.

The first thing that made me fall for him was his voice. The only FukuJun roles I could recall hearing is Yayoi, Lulu and Keita. Natsu was definitely … different-ish. He sounded like an adorable little puppy I thought I was going to DIE! “HAPPARI KAO?!” Were Natsu not with Shuu he’d be a definite uke.

One of my fav scenes with him would definitely be when he was worrying that he sucks at sex because of what Yuu said. He has a sort of self-esteem problem but the way he tries so hard is really adorable. Natsu is 100% ADORABLE!

Even the side characters, Akeyoshi, Haru-chan and Yuu are easily to like.

Overall, Wagamama is a great drama to listen to even on the go. It doesn’t require much understanding and the stories are easy to get into. It’s fun, fun, fun all the way. -lol- The amount of H-scenes is pretty high (there’s was one every two tracks in the first drama!) and honestly, I’m not complaining.

(Sorry for delaying Unbalance na Netsu, I’ll do it tomorrow swear)

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I had a dream I was in a band called “DRizzle.d” the other day and I suddenly got in the mood to write some lyrics. It’s dedicated to my DC characters Scythe and Kira.

LYRICS and DARK CRIMSON (c) copyright to me Diane-N (a.k.a Deandra Lily)


1. Every second feels like a lifetime

my dreams won’t come to an end

I just wish I can escape

run away from all the wrong

trying to find what’s right

see your face once more


When can I stop running from the dark?

return to light

start breathing again

my heart is frozen cold

and only you can melt the ice

make roses red again

brush the petals against my skin

2.You told me once I brought it upon myself

but at the time I had no choice

trapped myself in unwanted illusion

It was just too much to ask

the lie, the truth, which one?

I need a helping hand



There is only one way

to find where I can go

the light at the other end

the place where you are

right now I still can’t reach it

but that day will one day come

I’ll see your face once more

3. The time is now (to stop running) …

Fin. Return to the light

start breathing again

my heart is frozen cold

and only you will melt the ice

the roses are red again

I feel the petals against my skin

I don’t write lyrics often so I’m not really good at it. I’m no lyricist after all! But I really felt like writing this. Kira and Scythe are really my primary source for poetry. Their relationship is just so tragically beautiful I can’t help myself. It’d be awesome if I can get some music to accompany this song since I really like it compared to the previous D.C lyrics I wrote ><


  • BLCD Review of Unbalance na Netsu and Wagamama Dakedo Itoshikute

Just listened to Wagamama CD1 and 2 yesterday and it’s definitely a drama I want to review after I listened to CD3. FukuJun’s character Natsu’s going to get a few paragraphs for him alone. Yeah, I loved him that much.

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